Im at lost.
At one time, I was sending out resumes. Hoping for something somewhere.
And now I'm racking my brain at which to choose.
Im indecisive. Im fickle-minded.
I hate decision-making.

On one side, I'll be earning so much more.
The things I'll be doing and learning will be of great help in the future.
(I'll be a secretary to 1 or 2 Managers and assisting with HR stuff)
Yet after the contract ends, I will still just be a Receptionist despite doing so much more than just that.
Moreover, its a lil bit too far off and after 2 rounds of interview I realised I have nowhere near to have lunch.

On the other hand, being a perm staff of that Italian MNC means better benefits and bonuses for me.
And I know I can grow and be so much more when the opportunity arises.
With faith, I'll have the chance to climb the corporate ladder.
However, I'll be earning much lesser.
(With the office right smack in the middle of Orchard road means, NOT good for my wallet! =p)

Ohh, for the record the Italian guy wasn't McDreamy or McSteamy.
Though he's enough for me to have thoughts while sitting in his impressive office.
Speaking of which, they had Italian architects specially flown down just to design the office.
Pffttt...but it was sure as hell very chic.

So, if I were to go for the money, the decision is pretty obvious.
But on the hind sight, I do want a place for me to grow; have a career path.
So how now brown cow?

Here I am finishing this blog entry and yet still can't make up my mind.
What would you do if you were me?
Money or Future?