I've made my decision.

Thank you to everybody who was willing to give their 2 cents worth.
It helped alot.
Ultimately, it is still up to me.

I had a lump in my throat while talking to Adek and Ayah.
And Mum was being...well a mum. =)
Family knows best...and Im glad mine still have my back.

Thanks LJ! The first piece of advise I got...
And Kak Ya, the last one before I made that phone call which just further strenghtens my decision. Trust me, I needed that!

And love, thanks for saying its time I think for myself.
We'll get by...slowly yet surely.


So, for those who dont already know.....

I heed your advise.
I went with my future.
And I pray and hope..for the first time in my entire life, I did the right thing.
God help me.


So excuse me while I take breather.
Heehee