I have lots to clear before the much anticipated long weekend.


But


I cant seem to get my brain working.


I'm wondering to myself, why do people like to put something they know they cant live without on the line?

To take the risk and do the things they know is wrong.
It is really worth it?
Should one day they lose everything they once built and look up upon?


Its crazy. Yes it is.
But maybe, just maybe..what they think they have is not meant to be?
Like just another phase in life.
Just another love gone bad.



And, will I be so oblivious should D.Bf decides to cheat on me?
Would I be so dumb and numb to not realise it?
Does trust really exist?
How much should we trust?
Whole-heartedly? I dont think so.


I'm having a tug-of-war by myself.
Dont ask.


Life's a bitch and so am I.


And you, I miss you.