Ok..I know I havent been updating as much as I really wanted to.


Work is starting to get real stressful. There were couple of times I grit my teeth and bite my lips trying to stay focus and not break down and friggin cry.


You know how it feels like when one thing after another just seems to go wrong and you feel like life is being unfair and such a bitch for putting you in the same situation over and over again? Like the guy somewhere up in the sky is purposely making a joke out of you for all angels up above and demons down below to laugh their asses off.


And when ppl already start judging you by the smallest mistakes you made, how in the world do you change their perception? We are all judgemental, its only human. And we know it isnt easy for the ppl we already stereo-type to change our perception. Why must life be such a conniving bitch.


This is not a good post for the upcoming raya, but I just have to vent out somewhere. I promise, I'll update tmrw with a picture post too!
Till then, I better finish off my work.


Have a good weekend peeps!!
while I rot here all alone with my files in the office.