Here I am, sitting infront of the PC, with the telly switched on to CNA and BK brekky on my table, doing absolutely nothing other than waiting for some uncle to finish up painting 2 office rooms.


Yes, Im at work. I had to come in at 0930 just to open up the bloody office door cos they dont have an access card and then open the other two of my client's office so that they can do the paint works to both offices. So Im supposed to just wait till they're done. and halloooo...im not being paid to just sit my ass on the chair. No mileage claims either. Prolly a time off, that'll be just fine!! Blahh~!


On a MUCH brighter note, meeting lil runt last night was fun. Cards, laughter, silly bimbo moments and prata was good.


But on a MUCH MUCH brighter note, D Bf and I did sumn that was totally purely unintentional. Sure we've been thinking abt it, but heck, we nvr really got arnd to do it. and soooooooo......he is now overjoyed and me just plain glad. =)


I know he cant give me the likes of Gucci, LV, Coach or even that Tiffany's classic necklace. But he is all I ever wanted and love. Yes I do make silly mistakes on my part, not thinking what the consequences might bring. I do have my devil-may-care attitude, not even thinking twice when i do certain things. But at that moment in time, seeing how happy he was, the glint in his eyes, the smile of a little boy with his new toy, and the way he hugged and kissed me saying thank u, I cant help but feel grateful having him arnd and real sorry at myself for taking him for granted. He got me tied arnd his fingers...and i secretly like that.


Sure some ppl reading my blog might think im turning materialistic or stupid to do what i did. They are all entitled to their own opinions. For me, I couldnt care less what other ppl say. It funny how ppl will nvr be happy for u instead bring you down somemore even when ure finally standing on ur own two feet. Whatever it is, i dont live to regret. For once in my life, I can be sure of that.