Tuesday, November 15, 2005
another meaningless blabber
We had a terrible big tiff last night...or maybe to use the word "tiff" is an understatement...Woke up in the morning feeling as if i went thru a shyt hole last night...and lookin at the messed up room made me feel worse...
I began packing up my stuff and cleaning the room...put in whatever I can in the bag...which isnt much of a help really..got damn irritated and started to cry...I dont noe where it came from but i began sobbing silently..I dont want his mum to see the state of her son's room and me cryin and huddled up in the corner cryin like a lost kid...I felt pathetic and lost...I was lonely..I missed the frens i used to have...I missed havin the comfort of lil runt...
He tried making things better before he head off to work..but i was still too angry..I just cant bring myself to look him in the eye and act as if last night was all a bad dream.....cos it wasnt...!
After im done packing watever i can in the bag...I went to the mirror and saw.........a very sweet msg...written with nuthin but my lipgloss....and right there and then....my last tear fall off my chin..and I smiled....only then I realised...no matter how bad our quarrels got....at the end of it all...I noe Im still blissfully in love with this guy.......
We're ok now...all the hurtful words that were exchanged have been forgotten...and its all good now......=)
luv...Im sorrie......I love you...
14:41
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