Just got off the phone with dearest mum.....and the conversation we had broke my heart.....

All this while I always thot my fam was perfect...nothin to hold us back...no matter how difficult life gets for us....we always managed to get thru it...just like when my elder sis was in Perth...I hated her so much for putting the family thru all those difficult times...but despite all that...we managed to have 3 meals a day...never had our allowances cut off...we get what we want....


But now...after listenin to my mum....i was shocked...im speechless...how did it turn out that way?? what went wrong??


................................................................ I cant go on....I love my mum....very dearly...shes a very strong woman....I will give her a good life once im able to....she dont deserve this....


God is great....its all a test...