I thank God for crossing our paths again...after the six years we spent...and sumway..sumhow...we got back together...
Even closer then we have ever been...
All the times we spent...the fun we had...the tears and laughter...the joy and pain...we went thru it all in the spirit of pure love....not as partners...not as simple frens...but id like to say as sisters...
We went way back...from the silly "dont-fren-her" to the times wen we sit and talked and talked and talked over ice-cream and fries...
I remembered feeling a pinch of jealousy during those tymes wen we were in school...seein her wif her bunch of frenz..sharing private jokes and secrets...
Its as if she was taken away from me...that was silly..
Of cos nobody can take her away from me...we were the best of frenz..
But i guess time changes eveything...what we had wasnt strong enough to withstand time...to go against it and stand as strong as we were...
And ive been missing her since..but words mean nuthin without actions..im aware of that...
So...she wont know...She will nvr ever know....my thots...my feelings...the reasons...

i dont live to regret..i dont regret sayin what i said previously...i guess life and fate has its own conniving ways to make things happen...and sumtimes...therez not much u can do to change it...

At this point of time...im juz glad ive got the man i love..whu ive been thru thick and thin together..and of cos my ever so annoying yet irritatingly sweet lil sis...whu have been my pillar of support...tho i noe she wont understand the reasons y i do certain things...
I thank God for keeping them in my life...nuthin can ever change that...not even time...

I lost her...but at the very least....i still have precious memories to take me back...to make me smile...and remember her with.....

Im not sure if she reads my blog...but even if she does..it wont change anythin...things have been said..actions speakz louder den words...but at least..i just wanna say...

You were the best fren i ever had...thank u for the precious memories...i love u..i always have..and nvr once have i taken u for granted and forgotten abt the lil things in life...thank u once again..time can nvr erase memories....




ok..enuff of bein farkin emo...fuck...i cant farkin sleep!!!!