ok..i got maself a new tagboard..utter kewlness..credits to Ally..saw it on her blog...but then again..i wonder y da heck did i go thru the trouble to even change my tagboard wen nobody even tag me anymore....=( now i feel pathetic...bah~!

anywhoooo...am at Da Hubster'z place now...just came back frm a nice dinner over at Holland V...was a treat frm Yp..Rian'z cuzzin...and now im basically killing ma boredom by surfing aimlessly on the net..while both of em play the ever so addictive PS2...arrgghhhh...

ive been doin ALOT of thinkin lately...ive came to a point in life where i question myself about life and all em shyt...i dun even haf anythin in life to look forward to...ive been yearnin to go back to school...i dun wish to werk...but it seems nobody understand that...even wen i talk to my parents about my intention to go back to school..i cant help but feel that they dun tink im able to go thru it...yes..itz true..ive wasted their money by withdrawin frm TP..i dun live to regret..but i cant help but feel a pang of envy for Lil runt...at least she noe fo'sho wat she will be doin wen school'z done...how bout me?? it seems all my dreams and hopes will just remain the way it is...and it scares me...this is not wat i visualise myself to be like...*sigh....*

on the bright side...Charlie and the chocco factory is out today if im not mistaken...yaayyyyyness...Runty promised me a movie treat..tee hee...and yes..i cant wait fo Sunday...Da Hubster promised a fun filled day...and damn it better be good..!! the zoo...popeyes..marina city park..krazie aimless drive around and all em shits.....here i come!!!!!!!!! bOo Ya~!!

oh yah...am still madly in luv wit Mr Awesome fuck....Rian...*lol* ryyteeeeeee........