what a wonderful feeling....i put the lil tyke(my niece...not mine!) to sleep juz a few mins ago...gave her milk while cradling her in my arms...and watchin her doze off kinda made me smile to myself..and i ponder...its amazing and blissful being a baby..not knowin anythin abt the world..showered by unconditional love...u eat u play u slp...and of cos..no worries..nuthin at all..ure pure..

and of cos...i was beaming as if shez ma kid...hahahaa..man..i gotta stop wif all this baby shyt..Rian will ask...why?! hahahaa..i luv freakin him out wen talkin about babies..hahahaa...i once said..."give me a baby...u dont hafta marry me..." in my most serious dead-pan face ever...and yeahh...he freaked...got out of bed flustered..looked at me as if my krazie or possessed...and said..."my...wats wrong wif u?!!" oh man...priceless...i love dat man~!

anywhooooo...i still dont geddit y one ma cat..fotball..lurvveesss...dragging her butt on the carpet..hmmm...

alryty..lunch ready...man..sumhow..i luv bein home...ahahahhaaaa....luv ya mum~!