love....

the first year would have probably been wonderful...all things sugar sweet and nice..u feel on top of the world..but then...as time pasts by...everthin that needs to be said have been said...everythin that can be done have been done...the novelty just wears off...and for reasons u cant comprehend..u'll get irritated at each other..and that is when the fights begin...and it continues and continues...until u realised that u dont know what is it that ure fightin about anymore...and then it dawn upon u..why are u puttin yaself thru this?? and the big qn arises...do i really love this person?? this always happen doesnt it?? and the reason being...u just dont love this person deeply enuff.

there were at times i qn maself the same exact shyt...i go thru every single detail of the relationship...the ups and downs...the smiles and tears..the whispers and shouts..and despite the hatred and disappointment i have inside me..my mind always go back to the first day we met...and nvr fail to smile...as cliche as it might sound...i have this warm fuzzy feeling inside me...and i fall in love all over again...id do anythin...anythin at all to go back to that day...28th august..and go thru the same thing all over again...but..that one day is nuthin compared to the mths and mths that we have went thru together..and we sure have went thru alot!

i dont believe that the novelty of all things that can be said and done can be worn off...there is no limit to what can be done and said..even the tiny little stolen kisses i still find sweet..and the silent whispers of i love u when im drifting off to sleep still makes me smile..in short...Rian amazed me...he still does...and always will...

it doesnt matter if uve been together a mth...a yr...10 yrs..or even more...the quantity wont give u the firm yes that the relationship will lasts...its the quality..and im a firm believer of quality over quantity anytime..thanx to ma mummyz prep talk...and of cos..its not just love that makes it work...think abt it...

things are better now...and it takes two to make it ryte...cant wait to see him today...gawd i luv that man!