Carrie Underwood won American Idol..BaH~! sum'n typical...i was hoping Bo would win tho..oh well..nonetheless..am sure Bo will have a recording contract as well...no biggy~! BoOo Ya~!

alrytee...nw..last nyte..me and Da Hubster came back home with a huge burden off our heart..all smilez..nuthin to worry about...and heck..we both had a gOoOoOd nyte sleep...

Our long weekend seemz far tooo long...it all started on saturday...it was suppose to be a nice long and enjoyable weekend for us..but thingz just didnt go our way....

Last month pay was all spent on shopping...movies..dinner..and other stuff..lyke diesel and Hubster'z ciggies..well..small stuff lyke dat...and guess what...we totally forgot about the instalment..yah yah..guess we didnt learn our lesson the last tyme...and heck..we sure paid a HuUuge price for our irresponsible act...! BaH~!!

Well...We spent those dayz just driving arnd...went to lotsa places where i havent been to actually..chill in the van..play card..games on our handfone..we had those deep yet meaningless conversations...i actually enjoyed myself..bein wif him 24hrz it actually didnt bore me at all..love seein him drive..his smilez..and attempts to cheer me up...yes bein wif him has been one of the hardest tymez of my lyfe...but nvr haf i complained..he made me face up to the hard factz of lyfe...and actually livin it..gawd itz hard!!

We still went home on Saturday and Sunday...parked da van a lil bit far frm home..i dun mind da walk..each tyme we leave the van..both of us prayed hard so as to still see the van da next morning...i finally noe hw it feelz lyke to face the uncertainty of whatz gonna happen the next morning..cant really slp...the van is a constant reminder..refusing to go away..sleep suck dat two nytez!!

Woke up early in the morning of Monday...twas a holiday..it would be nice to juz slack in bed..but no..we went off after a fast brekky at home..and again we had our own mini expedition..went to the cemetery..chill over at sum park..drive past the zoo..(I seriously cant remember went was the last tyme ive been there...so yeahh..drive past pun jadilah...wakakakaka) went to sum reservoir..excellent view..had late lunch..ohhh...and the best part is....we kinda reminisce about the first ever tyme we meet...hehee..dat was sweet...

him pickin me up frm werk at Changi Airport...and den drive dwn to Mount Faber..chill in the van..had long talkz...and den he send me home..hehee..simple..and sweet...datz exactly wat we did..drive dwn to airport..stop by wer he fetch me..and den off to mount faber..for more chillin session..heheee...and yahh..we also went to Esplanade...and again reminisce about the dat fateful day that brought us back together in each otherz arms...28th august 2004..what a nyte it waS...PUuUuRrFEeccT~!

oh well..Monday wasnt all perfect tho...we had to spend a nyte in the van..i juz didnt wanna take the risk and if thingz didnt go our way...id fil as if watever we went thru the past dayz wont be worth it...so in the van we sleep..over at Watten...and wen we woke up..it was already 7 in the morning...sun in our face...went up to the Hubsterz werk place and did our washing up...and off to werk we go....it was one helluva tiring day...i could barely keep my eyez open..my body aches...the same go for Rian...oh what a day!

We both actually thot that would be the end of it..but heck NO..his boss is one hell of a farked up old stopid woman!!! urggghhhh....again we're lost...we were toooo tired to think what else we can do...we haf no more cash wit us..at last...we went by my place..and thank god..my mum gave us sum doe...tried looking for my lost cat Mickey...but to no avail...UwAaAaaAa.....

Da hubster drive dwn to East Coast...and he said sum'n that makez my heart flutter...."we are soooooo gonna get married yah....i dunno what will happen if we broke up...we went thru soooo much together....." which is true...i cant think of anyone i noe dat went thru what i went thru wif Rian...ppl would nvr guess hw difficult our lifez are...oh well...only we noe...hmmm...so yeahh..we juz cant stay another nyte outsyde...im toooooo tired..and Rianz feelin sick...so we juz leave it up to God and off to home we go...

sooo guess what...the vanz still there at the carpark the next morning...hubster got his cheque...and we paid for the van.....PhEeEWWwWWWww~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and dat evening we had a nice dinner and one helluva nyte...*ahem ahem* hurhurhur......oh well...off for sum nice dinner wif Rian....

SoOoO long and GuUUdnYte!