Watched Creep wit Da Hubster on Saturday...wat a whacked movie...twas aight i guess..nuthin much to comment on...Da Hubster laughed alot tho...dat sick guy look very dope lahh..funnie in way..explainz his ever contagious laughter...*cuteness*

anywhoo...yesterday noon..went out wit Runty to twn..had lunch and chill..was suppose to mit Da Hubster but apparently was ditched as his colleagues decided to haf dinner and drinks and Cuscaden to celebrate their last day werkin at DFS...! was fuming mad cos was left wit no planz and nuthin to do...head back to Da Hubsterz place...Hurtful werdz were said in ma part..and yet he remain sooooo calm and apologetic...trust me...i must haf been a fuming bull!! raging wit sooo much rage..anger..hatred...and all em shyt...said thingz i shldnt say..He came back home at abt 2am...i wait up for him..hafta admit i was worried and insecure...prolly dat explainz ma attitude~! threw ma tantrums...but bein me..it soon died dwn hearin him apologize...soften ma heart..haizzz...luv him to bitz..BUT as he was cleanin up da room..one of our picture framez fell frm the TV..and broke into pieces...i wasnt mad at all..the moment i look at him..he broke dwn and cried...sayin he didnt mean it..and dat he was sorry...it was ma fave frame btw...i love it wen he cries..soundz bad i noe..but itz only den in his tearful eyez i feel he meanz more den da whole world to me...i said twas ok...and he started explainin dat he didnt do anythin at all..and dat he have not had anythin to eat...cos he know i havent had anythin to eat and he wanted to eat wit me...struck a chord in ma heart...i choked...utter sweetness....WeEEeeEEEee~!! well...thingz soon got better...havent had a chance to apologize fer ma god damn muthafarkin attitude tho...heh..so...yeah...

im sorrie i was rude...
im sorrie for all the thingz i said..
im sorrie for givin u sucha hard tyme...
im sorrie for hurtin u...
im sorrie for everythin dat happen...
im sorrie....

so long and gudnyte......