forget abt da last post...i didnt dare ask Rian abt it...itz not da ryte tyme...yesterday was one helluva nyte...

kept on msgin Da Hubster..no reply...itz been 2 hrz..no calls..no sms...got worried..called him at 9..itz far too late for him to be moving the winez over to River Valley..furthermore..itz dark...wen i finally get to him..found out dat he haf been waitin for me since 745pm at ma carpark..and den he broke dwn...hp service haf been distrupted..van instalment haf not yet been paid..and itz da middle of da mth...he'z lost..he'z scared...

got in ready in 5..rushed dwn to see him...and gosh...wat bad state was he in...gave him a nice big comforting hug...and said..everythinz gonna be ok...which sumhow deep dwn i wasnt sure maself...we drive dwn to east coast..park at our usual spot..while he lie on ma lap..i called starhub regardin the distruption..cos i was told i still haf till end of da mth...and furthermore im under da instlment plan...it didnt werk out..they will give me a call soon regardin da appeal...am hoping for nuthin but da best...all the way i tried to be as comfortin as i can be..without freakin out maself..nvr been in such bad situation before...in his werdz..im lucky..im pampered...i haf nvr and wun ever feel the hard lyfe...but he'z wrong..im goin thru diz wit him..if only he sees it....

wen by Parkway to top up ma prepaid in order for him to get to sum peepz for help..and thanx to a gracious angel...thingz will be settled tmrw morning...so da only prob is we cant go home..cos once he leave his van..it will get repo-ed..and more cash problem..and there goes werk and transport...SUCKZ!!! so we went by west cost park...chill and talked...all along he asked..."why are u still here...why are u doin this...why are u puttin yaself thru diz?" and ma ans...."cos i luv u more den anythin else in da world...." he smiled...and snuggle up to me...whisperin..."i luv u" and i teared....

after much tryin for maself to get comfy..i juz cant...so decided to drive dwn to Watten..so we can slp at da back of da van...he layed dwn sum table clothes frm werk as the sheetz..and sponge as our pillow...and ma sweater as a blanket...it took sumtyme for us to get comfy..Rian apologize umpteen tymez for puttin me thru diz..but i kept on sayin itz ok..id go thru anythin wit him...and i noe he noez and realize at dat point of tyme dat i'll alwayz got his back...and even if thingz get dwn and dirty..im still there beside him...at sum point of tyme....we doze off...and dat was one of da best slp we ever had...yes it was hot..and hard..and uncomfy...but it doesnt matter...

we woke up at abt 545..got back home..park da van and hope for da best...we nap for a bit...and woke up 2 hrz later for werk..and now as i sit dwn here...im glad at least we will be havin a nice blissful slp tonyte...thanx to dat Angel...tho there are many other thingz to settle..we will get by...all this are nuthin but tests and obstacles from HIM...and we are goin to go thru diz wif nuthin but brave heartz and head up high...every obstacles given must haf a solution...and i believe God is great...

i love u hubby...more than anythin...trust me...i will alwayz be by ya side..no matter hw bad it might seem..at da very least..u still haf me....=)