Thursday, March 10, 2005
S.t.A.r.C.r.O.s.S.e.D
Behold this night, still and clear
You look here just like an angel sleeping
I wish I could ease your fears
I would catch the diamond tears you're weeping
In your eyes I would hide
By your side I could defy
The forces tearing us apart
But reality, as it seems
Looking back, is that our dream
Was fated from the start
Girl we're star-crossed and can't escape
We're condemned and can only wait
At this time now it's far too late
To save us from our fate
I'll remain in your hold
Body, mind, heart and soul
As long as I breathe
Though consequence takes its toll
All is out of our control
That's how it will be
So close your eyes my young bride
Listen to me one last time
There's something I have to say
When your faith turns to despair
Always will my love be there
And never fade away
Girl we're star-crossed and can't escape
We're condemned and can only wait
At this time now it's far too late
To save us from our fate
You can't save us
You can't save us
Girl we're star-crossed and can't escape
We're condemned and can only wait
At this time now it's far too late
The poison's in our veins
It's true
You know that I'd die for you
You know that I'd die for you
You know that I'd die for you
Forever true
I'll see you through
Itz difficult to live the lyfe u dream with the that person u love...and havin to go thru ppl arnd u tearin the both of u apart aint it??? No matter hw happy the both of u are..somehow u cant fight the feelin that u are not meant to be together..They dun understand or wun understand hw much i feel for him...I totally noe that me technically moving out..and stayin wit him iz wrong...but for the first tyme of my lyfe..i wanna stand on my own 2 feet...and learn hw difficult lyfe can be without ya parentz..and trust me...it iz!! the billz..the food..the hsewerk..the job..and of cos..money...and i finally realise hw much i depended on my parentz...!
I noe im a different person now..im not whu i used to be..Rian haf thot me the real value of lyfe..nuthin comez easy..each tyme i whine abt cash...he say..."welcome to the real world" To get a job and Rian are the most important thingz in my lyfe ryte now..I will not let them manipulate the way my brain werkz..I will lead this path i choose..im not gonna turn arnd and go back to the comfort zone..i alwayz worry abt the unknown..the uncertain..watever looms ahead..bt nw..with Rian..i noe lyfe wont be easy..we take it slowly as each day comez..I love him oh sooooo much...no amnt of werdz can justify that...he might at tymez flip and b dat guy i totally dunno...bt after dat..he getz sooo apologetic dat at the end of day..he iz da sweetest guy..sucha darlin~!! and despite it all..i will stand by him..nvr ever leave his side...=)
starcrossed lover we may be...oh well..as sucky as it seemz...it soundz rather cool..nyahahaha..im out~! finally manage to let it out...fwaahhhh~!!!!
and now..off i go...imma wait for my charming prince to come in his striking red van..and save me frm the eeeevil mother...come my love...save me..........
16:25
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