"imma haf my shower syg..."

a distant familair voice..whispering to my ear..and then a soft tender kiss awaken me frm my dreamless slp...i smiled as i realized itz da hubster...he hugged me till i fall ryte back to slp...

sum'n iz ticklin my nose..i brushed it aside without botherin to open my eyez...but it doesnt seem to go away...and den i heard him giggle...open my eyez..and there he iz..with a smile on his face..lookin at me..all ready for werk...

"cuteness" he whisperz...and shower me wif tiny tender kisses all over my face..itz becoming a ritual for him....

"dy nk go werk syg.." i hugged him tighter..dun wanna let him go..he laugh and said he'z runnin late...(am nt surprised..he alwayz iz anywayz..nyahaha) reach out my hand to salam him..and he kiss my forehead...i get out of bed to get dressed..and send him to da door...

"dy take care at werk...drive safe..and b gud yah.." my usual sayin..he smile..kiss me..and off he went....

utter blissfulness....to wake up beside him every mornin is nuthin bt beautiful..he iz da last person i see before i head off to dreamland..and he is also the first person i see..the moment i open my eyez...and i am nt sick of it..and i noe i nvr will...to the swit gud nyte kisses and hugz...to the mornin smile and teases...

in him i believe in...in him i haf faith in...wif him i fall deeply in love...and wif him my future will be...he iz da only one i love and the person whu iz worth my everythin..he iz da guy i live for...and no doubt he iz da guy i will die for..deeply and hopelessly in love we are..till death do us part....

From all the funny momentz..to the quiet momentz..to the frustration momentz..;
From Laughter..to smilez..to tearz...
To the tymez we spend by the roadside beside Esso snackin..To the eerie drive arnd..To the teasing in the ferry to Batam..To the wrestle in bed..To the time u laugh at my dumb-ass look and bimbotic momentz..To the tearz at our Love-Hate place..To the shoutz and hurtful wordz we exchanged...To the nytez we fell asleep while makin out..To the Sundayz havin VCDs marathon..To the timez i tagged along while u and Bayu go jammin..To all the gigz i went and see u rawk da stage..To the tymez i watch u sleep..To the tymez we quarrel and eveything juz seem all wrong and not werkin out..To the nytez we went star-gazing..To the tymez we juz sit in da van havin snackz and tokin at Mnt Faber..To the nytez we lie dwn in bed reminisce abt those beautiful tymez wen we were juz frenz and wat we went thru to b together..To the tymez we sat by the sea enjoyin the sea breeze..and many many more momentz we had and more to come........

i love u Rian...my hubby...my soulmate..my bestfren..my doctor...and the love of my life...kewlness...charismatic..a slacker..an eccentric individuality..somone whu stand firm to his own beliefs and rights..nvr-ending patience..has an utterly contagious laughter..beautiful dimpled smile..a damn gud krazie guitarist/bassist..a freakin wicked gud sense of humour..a major influence to my lyfe...utterly gud in bed..(opssyy..too much detail..nyahahaha..oh well..?!!) sooo full of luv..My very own Suicidal Angel..My very own Old Wise Man...My very own Punk Rawk Skater dude..He is all i ever wanted...wat can i sae...im one hell of a lucky bitch!